Meet the spiritual misfit guiding you…

My name is Jess, but with my athlete and teacher backgrounds, Hansen is just as authentic. Feel free to call me either.

I have held (and still hold) many roles: classroom educator for high schoolers, spiritual director, speaker/teacher, hospital chaplain. What all of these have in common is the commitment as a “soul-journer” (props to my friend Emily for allowing me to borrow her word!). One who comes alongside and accompanies in the journey of soul growth.

In particular, as a person who holds a queer identity, I am committed to holding safe and curious space for anyone finding themselves in a place where their own sense of self has been harmed by organized religious institutions. What I know is religion, faith, spirituality, and the ways it has been weaponized to harm, traumatize and dehumanize, upholding systems of domination and oppression. This weaponization has frayed people’s relationship with God/the Divine, themselves, and all of creation. And I hold the conviction that relational connection in safe community is foundational to healing from religious trauma and reimagining a faith and spirituality that is life-giving, embodied, and liberative for all.

A bit about me…

first generation Danish-American, and proud of my Viking roots. pronouns are “she/they.” enneagram 7 with a strong wing 8. big kid at heart. love the pups. outdoors is my happy place. serious about my own growth of being an accomplice in the work for equity. huge sweet tooth. march madness maniac. napping all-star. laughing is my favorite. little ones are my heart. i go broke on books. i play all day. officiating bball is my side hustle.

I hold a BA in Religious Studies from University of California, Santa Barbara, where I proudly donned the blue and gold on the hardwood. I also hold a MA in Teaching and Master of Divinity from North Park Theological Seminary, am I trained spiritual director, and completed a 16-month residency as an interfaith hospital chaplain. I have always been fascinated by the spiritual formation and development of the human soul.

My own spiritual formation has been untraditional in many ways…didn’t grow up in the Church…but always found myself drawn to the inner and deeper stuff of life. When I first really learned of Jesus in high school I was drawn to the story of LOVE. There’s such a thing as a God who wants and does communion with ME?!? What the…!?!

That was my first taste of some kind of conscious spiritual life. Since then I have wrestled with this “God” of the Bible. As someone who doesn’t have a memory of ever not knowing she was queer, my introduction into the Christian tradition and the Church presented quite the conundrum…or at least I was told it was. My journey in my 20s and 30s has been one of integration, healing, and liberation as I make my way home to myself, knowing God is already there within. I have always been a spiritual misfit…queer in all the ways, and God loves all of me!

What is mine to do in the world now is to walk with others in their journey home, guiding them toward the liberation in ALL THE NAMES OF GOD. We are all spiritual misfits, because we are all uniquely fashioned to behold and reflect splendor of the One who is LOVE. There are as many spiritualities as there are people in the world….Misfit Spirituality is authentic spirituality.

“Dime con quién andas, y te diré quién eres”

- Spanish Proverb

"Tell me with whom you walk, and I'll tell you who you are."

 

Integral to my own homecoming and liberation have been the many individuals and communities that have held, walked with, and loved me over the years. They have shaped my personhood and you will undoubtedly hear their echos in my own words.

My family, blood and chosen. The educators and instructors of the C. John Weborg Center of Spiritual Direction at North Park Theological Seminary from 2015-2017. Fr. Richard Rohr, whom I’ve never met personally, but from whose words and teachings I am daily fed. My own spiritual director of almost 10 years, Pam Sutherland. Decolonization coach and anti-racist educator, my mentor and friend, Louiza “Weeze” Doran.

I am grateful for their support in my healing, the shaping of my personhood, and in the journey of coming home to myself.